Updates, Updates, Updates!

I cannot believe it’s November. The holidays will be here before I know it. Time passes to quickly as we get older. I’m not a fan. Sometimes I wish I could freeze certain moments and just live them a little longer.

My hubby as been hunting every weekend and when I say every weekend I do mean EVERY weekend. I actually don’t mind it. I keep myself busy with house chores, laundry, some crafting, shopping and trips to St. George to visit my Mom. He got a NICE buck a couple weekends ago and he was super stoked.

Speaking of St. George, the last time I was there I got to visit with my Aunt & my cousin Trev. I don’t see them often….maybe once every year if I’m lucky so it was nice to have lunch with them, my Mom & my Grandma all at the same time. I love those days when we are all together. After lunch my Mom & I shopped for a bit & then we headed to my Grandma’s to visit some more with my family. My Grandma had the pictures out. She has boxes of pictures and has given me the opportunity of going through some. My Aunt had her turn and us girl’s had so much fun sitting there remembering the good old days. It made me miss those days so much. I see the pictures of Christmas’s and birthdays and I just feel very blessed to have the amazing family that I have. My parents always knew how to make the holidays and our birthday’s special. I miss some of our old traditions and I miss everyone being young and active. I miss our Sunday dinners and Grandma’s roasts. I love the new traditions in our family though. When my parents divorced we were forced to change up some traditions and those new traditions mean just as much….not to mention my in laws have some pretty awesome traditions in their family. Time does pass to quickly though. I sure miss the good old days when I see those old pictures…

Anyway-we did our second round of IUI on the 4th of October. It didn’t work. Yes I was bummed AGAIN but we will try one more time. If the 3rd time is NOT the charm then I don’t know what we will do. I think I will take a break from doctors and wait until next summer when I can switch up my insurance plan and then I will find a specialist doctor who knows more about Endometriosis and maybe have more surgery. In the mean time I will have another ultra sound to see if the mass that has been inside me is still there. If it is then I’ll probably just go ahead with surgery next summer. I’m surprisingly more at peace with everything right now. Maybe content? Is that weird? I think I’ve just been able to let go of those people who make me feel negative and those people who just aren't there for me through this struggle. I have the mind set that whatever is suppose to happen will and this will be a lesson learned in many ways. A hard lesson to learn but I'm learning.

Lots of pics to come!